Still Waiting For The Punchline

I want to find the water
That will wash this whole damned slate clean

Break down
Break up
We sleep in what we create

Right now I'm living so much hate
Right here my sin's have all been paid
To you, your friends and for your sake
I feel dirty and so depraved

My knees have bled
To hold you here
But now I've lost the taste
For lies force fed as time well spent

Right now I'm living so much hate
Right here my sin's have all been paid
To you, your friends and for your sake
I feel dirty and so depraved

And if another angel says: Just grin and bear it
I might be forced to smash his head
Against the wall and never sin again

And if another angel says: Just grin and bear it
I might be forced to smash his fucking head
Against the wall and never sin again
Against myself or trust in anyone

Write me off for suffering
It's a joke
I give up