A Christmas Carol

When I see the christmas lights
They remind me of stories of my life
I wonder why I became this stain
I must have walked on the borderline

How I wish I could hold you strongly once again, babe
Open gifts with the kids, kiss them and see their faces

But today I am behind this window looking inside on christmas eve
My heart is frozen, feeling torn
At least I get to see your smile in tears

It’s cold outside, I hurt inside
I just wanna mend what’s been lost in my life
It’s been so long

How I wish I could hold you strongly once again, babe
Open gifts with the kids, kiss them and see their faces

But today I am behind this window looking inside on christmas eve
My heart is frozen, feeling torn
At least I get to see your smile in tears

I’ll never be in the picture with you guys
Dreams shattered within memories left behind so long