Letting Go

it used to be my home,
but i don't recognize this place.
you used to be my friend,
but i don't recognize your face.

it used to be so warm,
now i see my breath in the air.
i think i used to have a dream,
but now i just don't care...

and i'm waiting for the moment when
yesterday is now again
cuz this morning i woke up
to find a world i didn't know

my friends call this reality,
but nothing here is real to me.
and i'm tired of holding on,
but afraid of letting go.

it used to be so clear,
but something's clouding up my eyes.
i used to tell the truth
but now i'm only telling lies

i used to think i'd never be alone
but now i've got no friends.
and to think, i used to only want to leave
but now want to go back again

and i'm waiting for the moment when
yesterday is now again
cuz this morning i woke up
to find a world that i don't know

my friends call this reality,
but nothing here is real to me.
i'm holding on so tight,
but trying to let,
Trying to let go, oh no
I'm letting go