Decide

I'm sitting here all alone
Listen to the dial tone
I thought I knew about myself
But now I know I'm someone else
It's a sad day when you can see
How bad your life is gonna be
And this weather doesn't help

I stare outside, I feel alive
But know the feeling will subside
I try to breathe, but choke instead
I guess I should have stayed in bed
I try to swim back to the shore
I should have let go long before
And drifted out to sea

Yeah and I wish everything would be alright
But I know I won't make it through the night
Try to decide what to do with the rest of your life

On a train that's running late
Getting off at the next station
Where's the line for a new life?
Just hand me the application
Fill it out and toss me in
Clear my slate and cleanse my sins
Leave my memories behind

I'll rest a while, I'll try to smile
When life just makes me want to cry
Go out at night, turn out the light
And sleep out underneath the sky
Should I stay, or should I go?
I don't think I'll ever know
what is wrong with me.

Yeah and I wish everything would be alright
But I know I won't make it through the night
Try to decide what to do with the rest of your life

I've been waiting my whole life
To get out on my own, to find myself a home
But now, I'm living in a lie
Living in a lie

I'm in a lie

Yeah and I wish everything would be alright
But I know I won't make it through the night
Try to decide what to do with the rest of your life