Hell

Unwanted from the womb
Engulfed in hate
Trapped inside this hellish nightmare
Pleading for a lifetime of agony

Lies are told
Hidden secrets unfold unleashing hell and nothing more
Beaten, blooded, filed with shame, fear of death
Darkness descends to rise again, manifested in pain

This agony too much to live
I cry out to a God unwelcome in my home
Why did I have to live?
This is my hell
The pain of living with all these lies
The weight is too much to bear

Fight to live
Refuse to die
Punishment for no crime
Innocence is lost
So much scarring on the inside
Lashing out to cover up the pain

This is my hell
Unprotected by the ones inflicting all the pain
Unable to trust anyone
What is to become of me?

Emotions uncontrolled, manipulated, forced to lie
As I cry out to God to save me from this pain
Inside this hell, pressure builds
I cannot hide the hate

Unprotected by the ones inflicting all the pain
Unable to trust anyone
What is to become of me?

Emotions uncontrolled, manipulated, forced to lie
As I cry out to God to save me from this pain
Inside this hell, pressure builds
I cannot hide the hate

The monsters that live here with me
The demons that assault me in my sleep

This is my hell
The pain of living with all these lies
The weight is too much to bear

Fight to live
Refuse to die
Punishment for no crime
Innocence is gone

So much scarring on the inside
Lashing out to cover up the pain
This is my hell
Fight to live
Refuse to die