Apnea

I've been left in this place
Where I can't escape
And so you won't see
I've tried to face
This black entity that chases me
Endlessly
And it knows I can't breathe
When it's looking at me

When the waves crash, I feel like I'm brainwashed
I hope you find me, so I could find myself again

I let you just find me
This blue night will drown me
I dive deep with no lights
The water floods my cradle
I let you just save me
Through dark nights, I'm crawling
All fears are inside
And every light seems so far

Demons see me through the lock
As I crumble
They fucking laugh, liars
Don't move (silence, everything)
Sleep paralysis
Can you close my eyes?

I let you just find me
This blue night will drown me
I dive deep with no lights
The water floods my cradle
I let you just save me
Through dark nights, I'm crawling
All fears are inside
And every light seems so far

I can't move my body
Apnea is suffocating me
But I'm tired of being passive in front of my destiny
And if you don't wake me up
I'm going to break these currents
I will swim to the edge
And get out of this sea to finally breathe again