When I Find It

This is it
And it’s all a sickness
I can’t find the cure
If you’re away
This is it
And it’s called my sickness
You are the only antidote
When i find it
I’ll let you know

I’ve seen you standing there
I know what’s going on
I’m no longer the only one

I’ve taken the
Misfortune
That i once was
And shut him up

Now i believe
What was once a lie
I found the truth
Once i closed my eyes

“i don’t know what
You want from me”
I need a taste
A taste of your poison
“drink all you want from me”
If you’ll say
Say i’m the only one

Oh, this is not a mistake
This is what you get when you take
Two broken hearts and mold them to
A more beautiful shape

Oh this is not a mistake
This is what you get
This what i get
This is what we get

This is what it means