It's a Trap

I heard you calling out my name
A shattered soul and a coffee stain
God, I heard you calling out to me
A dried out heart and a doctor's bill
Black and white arrows and a sleeping pill
And how they tell a story
Don't tell me I'm the same
You sleep with the windows down
So you can hear the sound of animals fighting
Isn't it lovely. Do don't you be alarmed. don't you make a sound
If the world crashes tonight, I won't be around
I'm doing fine. They say if I waited I'd see
But I'll let the selfless wait on broken dreams
Because lately I don't sleep at all
I'm locked in a world that won't let me go
A world where emotion is weakness, betrayal is strength
I once thought I was as strong as you all seem to think
But now I'm not so sure. I'm not asking for your sympathy
Right now I know I'm bleeding but I'm doing fine
When my nicotine stained fingers trace the inside of your soul
I'll write my name into your memory
But until that day I'll let myself let you go