Carry On

I remember the day you walked up to me
Didn't feel the same, I'm still stuck at 17
It wasn't supposed to work
But you always talked to me
And I couldn't answer anything

This past hits me so hard, yeah
He's happy but at the same time he still hurts me That doesn't exist anymore
But I still can't close the door
I hope I never find you
Because I still like you
A Kehlani's song, a movie storm
Always remind me of you

This time I have to carry on
This time I have to forget the moments with you
It's not about me, it's all about you
I know you thought of me too
But I bet you've moved on and I'm still here

Listening to the radio
I woke up alone in the stereo
Late night talking
Late night crying
Late night having sex on my mind
Believing Superman in the end
Cold daylight warmed me like sand
I want to be free, you want to have friends
But winking at me
I bled you when I lied saying I wanted to let you go but you took it forever
It's you, the one I really wanted to see the same truth

I knew I had your eyes back
But I had to see it through
I know you asked my friends about me
Doo, doo, doo
You were not the first
But rather who I felt I had a chance with

This time I have to carry on
This time I have to forget the moments with you
It's not about me, it's all about you
I know you thought of me too
This time I have to carry on

But I bet you've moved on
And I'm still here, here, here
I'm still here, here, here
I'm still here, here, here
I'm still here, I'm still
I'm still here, I'm still
I'm still here