Bored World

Same ceiling, same light
Heavy silence every night
Scrolling through a dead screen
Nothing's real, nothing's green
I used to dream in neon blue
Now I'm washed out, feeling numb too
My younger self would hate my face
Fading out in a ghost town space

I crash hard on my bed
Free-falling in my head
Creeping through the dark inside
Just to feel a little alive

It's a bored world, bored world
Ice cold, tragic girl
Getting high on my own mind
'Caus the real thing's hard to find

Bored world, bored world
Spinning round, completely pointless
If I shut my eyes real tight
I can fake a spark tonight

Faking smiles, playing cool
Acting like a brainwashed fool
Screaming underneath my skin
Is this where the story ends?

I miss the days when magic hit
Before I got too sick of it
Now it's plastic, fake, and cheap
Nothing runs too deep

So I dive back in my head
Where the colors never fade
Where I'm not so terrified
Of the mess that I made

It's a bored world, bored world
Ice cold, tragic girl
Getting high on my own mind
'Cause the real thing's hard to find

Bored world, bored world
Spinning round, completely pointless
If I shut my eyes real tight
I can fake a spark tonight

Little me would break down crying
Watching all my embers dying
Waiting on a flash of light
That never cuts through the night

So I'll paint my own damn sky
Out of every piece that broke inside
If the world is dead and quiet
I'm gonna start a fucking riot

It's a bored world, bored world
Ice cold, tragic girl
Getting high on my own mind
'Cause the real thing's hard to find

Bored world, bored world
Spinning round, completely pointless
If I shut my eyes real tight
I can fake a spark tonight

Same ceiling, same light
But I'm a million miles away tonight
'Cause yeah, yeah, yeah
It's a bored world