for you

I'm thinking about getting on the road
And driving almost 2 hundred miles
For nearly 5 hours
Just to see your smile

Or traveling for half a day on an old bus
Only to ask your name on the streets
And with luck to find the place you live

And stand there
Under rain or Sun
Hoping you'll come
Just so I can check if the stars in your eyes are still there
When you see mine

Wasn't I enough?
Was it only fun for you?

Two days together you wanted a promise ring on my finger
I said that is total craziness
And then two weeks later
You turned my life upside down
And left me hanging with the clouds

You're black and white, and I'm all the colors aligned
But somehow our lives were intertwined
Could the universe have gone wrong?

I'll be standing there
Under rain or Sun
And you'll have to come
Just so I can check if you'll be surprised, ashamed or if you'll look away
When you see my eyes

Wasn't I enough?
Was it only fun for you?

Unlike you who's in the other side of the state
I have to pass every day in front of the places
Where we used to meet at the beach
It is sad
But not as devastating as
When I said don't forget about me
But we both know you already did

At every new message on my phone
I hold my breath, hoping it’s you