Nothing But Doubts

night has come and darkness followed, I'm still wandering around
thinking about 'time heals all sorrow' but still I am feeling this scorn
these shadows above, this rumble inside - isn't there anything else?
I feel pity one day, another raw hate - but no satisfaction at all
hell is no place, it's inside my mind - someone displaced me in time
aimlessly wandering, where is the meaning - at least I forgot all the pain
whom do I serve? why didn't denied? has anyone seen my spine?
trade-off 'til death, the whole way just led by fucking dogmatic sick lies
aimlessly fulfilling my dogmatic life - another displaced soul, lost between the times
what's going wrong? who has been right? environment causes deny
all friendly advices are full of (self-)lie traps, as contempt germ deep inside
social relationships fading away, then respect was replaced by doubts
as tears dry away I feel pity and rage, but it doesn't make it all right
aimlessly fulfilling my dogmatic life - another displaced soul, lost between the times
time is ticking - chances simply flit away, a heart is screaming
'no matter' that is all you say - indifference protective, but as you lay your head to sleep
recognize - these dreams! not that stencil!
who mislead me silently? let me out, let me free, let me be!
who built this cage of fear and facades? it was me, it was me, it was me!
will I once awake from my broken dreams? let them out, let them be, let them free!