Anatomy Of a Crush

I saw you twice in one night with tears in your eyes
The second time we were standing on my back
Porch watching the rain
Watching the sky

You went on about the world being beautiful
And how that made you emotional
I couldn't help but think it was beautiful to see
Someone so passionate about life

We couldn't see the stars, but you said you could feel them
I couldn't feel the stars, but I felt something

I wanna tell you that I think you're adorable
But I think I'd rather you just kick me in the shins
'Cause I've never been in a relationship
So by default I'm terrified and desperate

Awkward and uncomfortable
I don't want to be vulnerable again
I'm so over the small talk and wondering
Could you please just kiss me or crush this

I spend too much time thinking of where I belong
What could go right and what’s gonna go wrong
It isn’t a matter of writing a song
It’s pitching a plotline if you want to play along

But this is more for me than I will ever lead on
But this is more for me than I will ever lead on
But this is more for me than I will ever lead on
But this is more for me than I will ever lead on