Talking With Your Ghost

Did you ever get a job you like?
'Cause you could never stick a 9 to 5
And I hope that you're coping
I don't hate you for what you did
It's just hard when it hurts like this

When it's late, I start to think about how
I'm the age that your brother was then, now
And I miss you, I don't want to and it's different
It's just hard when it hurts like this

And I don't wanna talk it out
It's a little late for that

So, I just scream into my phone
Should block your number and burn your clothes
But I don't, but I don't
Wanna crash your car into your friends
But I should probably go to bed
But I won't, I'm talking with your ghost
Asking where the good times go

Sometimes I wish we never met
'Cause if it never happened, I wouldn't need to forget
I don't know if I'm coping
I don't hate you for what you did
But you're settling down and that's setting in

And I don't wanna talk it out
It's a little late for that

So, I just scream into my phone
Should block your number and burn your clothes
But I don't, but I don't
Wanna crash your car into your friends
But I should probably go to bed
But I won't, I'm talking with your ghost
Asking where the good times go