Six Feet Under

I can't help but think the worst of myself when
I go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind
I'm an optimist, but the pessimist wins sometimes
Mhm (mhm, mhm)

And I'm fighting with the mirror when I thought that we were friends
I wanna disappear but then I'm going out again
Am I getting better, or just better at pretending?

Oh, some things never change, I'm still at war with my brain
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take? I'll just keep digging my grave
I won't be happy till I'm six feet under

Days (yeah) turn into nights and every night feels the same
It's hard to get dressed 'cause look at this mess I've made
I sit by myself, the stories I tell are fake
Uh-uh, uh

So I'm avoiding every mirror, I can't look at her again
I'd rather disappear than have to wait to see the end
Am I getting better, or just better at pretending?

Oh, some things never change, I'm still at war with my brain
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take? I'll just keep digging my grave
I won't be happy till I'm six feet under

(I won't be happy till I'm six feet under)
(I won't be happy till I'm six feet under)

I can't help but think the worst of myself when
I go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind
It's hard to keep breathing, why do I even try?
Mhm, mmm

Oh, some things never change, I'm still at war with my brain (war with my brain)
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take? I'll just keep digging my grave (digging my grave)
I won't be happy till I'm six feet under

(I won't be happy till) I'm six feet under
I won't be happy till I'm six feet under