Thrown In The Water

It's been weighing on me a lot lately
Whether I am up or I am down
Been feeling like I've got blinders on
No left or right, just fight or flight
But I know that I'll be fine with time again

I miss the rolling of your chair
Every time I'd walk down the stairs
It hits from every side
I didn't know that warning signs
And tunnel lights were friends
They were friends

I've been told that the lights not gone
It's just passed on, it's just passed on
And I've been told not to let it end
Don't let it end, don't let it end
Don't let it end, don't let it end

I wanna be thrown in the water, I don't wanna fall again
I just want the pictures and words I never sent
I wanna close both my eyes and picture myself back there again
Oh, it has not been quite the same without you, my friend
I wanna be thrown in the water, I don't wanna fall again
I just want the pictures and words I never sent
I wanna close both my eyes and picture myself back there again
Oh, it has not been quite the same without you, my friend

So I'll try my best, even when my best is just pretend
To not let it end