maybe i'm just a little too much

Scared to find
Another ride
If only I could wake up and
Never think
About the time
I had to leave
This house full of
Dirty lies
That I would write
So I don't have to tell the truth

I'd get comfortable
And talk about the things that I would never
With anyone 'cause then I'd hear the sound of every heart beating
Through their thumbs
Should I just stop or let it run and cut me loose?

And what if I was stupid
In telling all my thoughts
What if that's the reason that I end up being all alone
In a crowded room
But never really saying what I want

Maybe I'm just a little too much
Little too much
Thinking I should hold myself back
I'm tired of losing
All my time wasted
Thinking 'bout them
Thinking about all the ways I thought I could be more
Than what I am
I could be more than
I could be more than
I could be more than should I be more than what
What I am now

I'm pulling out this kitchen drawer
Hoping that I'll find something
To open up all my flaws
And all the beers I'd never drink
And now I'm stuck and wondering
If I'm just crying the wrong tear

What if I was stupid
In telling all my thoughts
What if that's the reason that I end up being all alone
In a crowded room
But never really saying what I want

Maybe I'm just a little too much
Little too much
Thinking I should hold myself back
I'm tired of losing
All my time wasted
Thinking 'bout them
Thinking about all the ways I thought I could be more
Than what I am

In my own bed
When I'm alone
And I just can't pretend
I'm not fine
In my own bed
But out the door
I have to pretend

Maybe I'm just a little too much
Little too much
Thinking I should hold myself back

All my time wasted
Thinking 'bout them
Thinking about all the ways I thought I could be more
Than what I am
I could be more than
I could be more than
I could be more than should I be more than what
What I am now