disconnected

Feeling alone in that road
while I just need someone to hold.
Look around and see a dark horizon
which says "there's no hope, son".

A shade of grey reflects my pain.
Remind myself about your lies;
you shouldn't stay.

You walked away.
I couldn't stay.
Disconnected:
running away from my pain.

Now!
I did it,
I woke up.
No matter what you think, I won't give it up.
I've gotta try.
I'm so sorry
if now you cry.

I don't need to watch you dying…
Life goes on while you complain
and it will be in vain.

You walked away.
I couldn't stay.
Disconnected:
running away from my pain.

I ran astray.
There was no way.
Unexpected:
surprising this fear with more pain.

You walked away.
I couldn't stay.
Disconnected:
running away from my pain.

Pain...