Fine

Head's a mess, can't keep still
Life drags on against my will
Woke up tangled in my sheets
Same old floor beneath my feet

Mind's a storm, I take what kills
Guess I learned that kind of skill
Grin on cue, I know the lines
Say I'm good, like every time

They don't ask, I don't explain
Just different faces, same old pain
I say I'm fine, but it's a lie
Guess I got good at getting by

I just pretend, can't speak my mind
Trying to live, but left behind
No mend, no spark, just riding through
If this is fine, then fine will do

Crowds feel loud, but I stay small
Stand up straight so I don't fall
Watch their faces, match their cues
Copy tone so I don't lose

Hands keep shaking in my sleeves
No one asks and no one sees
Numb it down until it fits
Life goes on in little bits

I say I'm fine, but it's a lie
Guess I got good at getting by
I just pretend, can't speak my mind
Trying to live, but left behind

No mend, no spark, just riding through
If this is fine, then fine will do
Every laugh just digs the hole
Breaking down, it takes its toll

Lost inside, I start to bend
Every step feels like the end
I just pretend, can't show my pain
Nothing I do will keep me sane

No fix, no fight, just riding through
If this is fine, then fine will do
If this is fine
Then fine will do