Loneliness, Bitterness / Utopia Falls

Restless soul seeking nest
A nest to plant its seeds
The seeds of bitterness
A moment or another, a step or two
Beside someone else

A person like you, a human alike
Movement of lips, unbeating heart
Words of a friend die away
Just like the warmth you felt

Alone…
Alone you hide your tears
Alone you bear your fears
And cry out loud in silence

Restless soul seeking nest
A nest to plant its seeds
The seeds of bitterness
A moment or another, a step or two
Beside someone else

Tears creeping on my skin
Suddenly they split in two

Just a cold breath of air
Breezes across the lagoon of thoughts

Smothered lament, strangled anguish of my mortality
In this utopian life the colours blaspheme

Under the solid surface scattered emotions drown
Alone I carry my oaken cross and a bleeding, thorny crown
My soul is like a candle with both ends on fire
Is there a peaceful place where the flames burns higher?

Grim shiver chills my back
Suddenly it cracks my spine

Under the solid surface scattered emotions drown
Alone I carry my oaken cross and a bleeding, thorny crown
I hum my lullaby as scattered emotions freeze
Trough the wall of blackness I flee before I cease

Smothered lament, strangled anguish of my mortality
In this utopian life the colours blaspheme