What If It's You?

So tell me are we washed up?
You so far behind that you truly never caught up?
Could never keep it locked up
Could never see the light
You keep thinking that I fucked up

So what if it isn't me
What if it's you?
Who can never see a single kind thing that I do?
Proved all day I was your ride or die
But it's apparent to me
You didn't want the person by your side to feel alive

I could hardly sleep
How many days has it been
In my bed listening to peep?
And the words you speak
Never match the promises you seem to make
Or the ones you keep
And you always sweep
Everything done under the rug
Like it'll never get too steep

I don't wanna fight
I don't wanna think
Barely wanna be
I just wanna fall asleep

So tell me are we washed up?
You so far behind that you truly never caught up?
Could never keep it locked up
Could never see the light
You keep thinking that I fucked up

So what if it isn't me
What if it's you?
Who can never see a single kind thing that I do?
Proved all day I was your ride or die
But it's apparent to me
You didn't want the person by your side to feel alive

I could hardly sleep
How many days has it been
In my bed listening to peep?
And the words you speak
Never match the promises you seem to make
Or the ones you keep
And you always sweep
Everything done under the rug
Like it'll never get too steep

I don't wanna fight
I don't wanna think
Barely wanna be
I just wanna fall asleep

So tell me are we washed up?
You so far behind that you truly never caught up?
Could never keep it locked up
Could never see the light
You keep thinking that I fucked up

So what if it isn't me
What if it's you?
Who can never see a single kind thing that I do?
Proved all day I was your ride or die
But it's apparent to me
You didn't want the person by your side to feel alive