The Awakening

Woke up so suddenly was there anything else i ever did?
Awakening not willingly placed but yet unfit

As shadows creep out from my inside
Like secrets of old back into night
A bloodred sun rises to unknown skies
Creeping high as tomorrow dies

Giving and yearning for a neverending bliss
Living and learning to hate life as it is

Centuries smiling out of time
At secrets of gold untestified
Inner war to outer pride
No illusions undenied

Rise above to unknown heights
And keep on listening
Suddenly youll hear an angels whisper
The great awakening

Solid ground under my feet was there anything else ive ever known?
My heart is in desperate need of the beauty i once was shown
Struggling day after day grieved and tempted to cry
Walking the solemn way only born to die
All alone