Your red back with scratch marks, it's my art
And I dream of losing control of my car
I remember this place as my own
Put me in a hole and then I made it my home

You say you don't mean what you say
But you're forgetting I've been here before
Pressure painted with pleasure
Sweetness bound in leather

I can keep it together
I can't keep it together

You make me beg for the torture
Then send me home with thoughts so impure
I get it, I'll see you around
Push my head into the pillow and tell me that you're proud

Take your chain, replace it with a name
Afraid of feeling too good, that's a shame
You say you don't mean what you say
But you're forgetting I've been here before
Something's changed I've learned to love the pain

I can keep it together
I can't keep it together

You make me beg for the torture
Then send me home with thoughts so impure
I get it, I'll see you around
Push my head into the pillow and tell me that you're proud