sol

Sol, putting my sweater back on the shelf
Pretending I'm something I've never felt
Will it get better? I couldn't tell
Speak to me, you're curled in the corner hugging your knees
I'm holding my tongue as long as you breathe
I'm looking at something you'll never see

Why'd it get so hard?
Looking in my eyes like you're throwing me darts
Car's out of drive at the end of the night
I'm glued to the passenger seat of your car
Why'd it get so hard?
Closing all the doors you were leaving ajar
Put out the fire, putting air in the tires
Attached to an engine that won't ever start

Enough
Never was enough
Never was enough
Never was enough

Sol, putting my sweater back on the shelf
Pretending I'm something I've never felt
Will it get better? I couldn't tell
Speak to me, you're curled in the corner hugging your knees
I'm holding my tongue as long as you breathe
I'm looking at something you'll never see

Why'd it get so hard?
Looking in my eyes like you're throwing me darts
Car's out of drive at the end of the night
I'm glued to the passenger seat of your car
Why'd it get so hard?
Closing all the doors you were leaving ajar
Put out the fire, putting air in the tires
Attached to an engine that won't ever start

(Why'd it get so hard?)
(Why'd it get so hard?)