September

We had so much fun just always in the backyard.
You know just what to say, and when I see that expression if you would say be mine I would be yours, too.
But, I guess we're too weak, and now what can I do?
It gets so dark at night.
Darker than I remember.
Hope everything will be alright.
What will I do this September without you here?
I'd love to hear from you.
Now your voice sounds like a razor.
Should've had a clean shave, but maybe things will turn out better.
When I see you there it's just another lesson.
I remember the fun times we had, but this future just keeps me guessing.
It gets so cold at night.
Colder than I remember.
I want to hold you tight.
What will I do this December without you here?
Peel back the bottle caps and smoke another cigarette.
I can't stop my mind from thinking.
I know I really want you back, but I'm not ready yet and I can't get over it while I'm drinking.
DRINKING.