Trying

I can't remember the last time I felt this bad.
And I didn't mean to throw it all away.
I wanted to leave, but knew that I should stay.
It's the day after and I'm feeling sorry for myself.
Now I know the problem, and I'm going to have to face it one day.
Turn around it's in my eyes.
I'm going to try.
I can't remember the last time I felt this mad.
I can't believe I'm acting out this way.
What was I thinking?
I let you push me away.
Let's stop moving backwards and start running faster.
Forget the past when we broke down and start building us back up now.