Circle of Pain

Dear Dad,

Thank you father. I don't know what to
say to you. I guess you taught me all
too well. I don't want you to see me
this way. Turn your eyes away from
me and fade away. I will remember
you. Like the candle's flame flickers,
I've lost all control. The circle of pain is
complete, I will carry on your name...
the nightmare...
dipthebrushnowinthepaintthecircleon-
thewallthechildinthecircleofmypain

Dear God,
Holy father, turn your eyes away
from me. I'm unworthy of your presence
and grace. I repent. I repent unrepentant.
You should punish me. Every
night...it seems...
the children dance in this house of the
broken limb. I try...I can't stop this circle
of pain. God forgive me......God forbid me.
oh, my father, you painted the circle on
my soul...

Love,

Your Son