I Only Realise

I only realise now,
She was drunk both times.
Is she the kind of girl
to whom it don't mean a thing?
Am I to understand that's the way you are?
Am I to understand we'll only get so far?

Am I so happy now,
it's all I thought it would be,
For the moment little brown eyes open for me.
No, I don't remember the last one.
No, I won't remember you.

I only realise now,
That it's not my fault.
If it's the kind of world
In which it don't mean a thing.
And I don't think that I
will get dressed tonight.
It's just a sense that I
finally have it right.

Am I so happy now,
It's all I thought it would be,
For the moment little brown eyes open for me.
No, I don't remember the last one.
No, I won't remember you.