Evening

I can swear it was raining red that day
And I'm sorry for being so cold to you
The shock finally hit me with full force

The streets were covered in a black veil
Seeing my name there next to yours,
was like a cruel joke, that I couldn't get over

This tired evening
Has been an emotional sea of madness
one fucking drama of my days
And I just remember
you holding back the tears

The gray darkness had eaten up the light
And I could not think about anything
but the things I didn't really want to think about

Went to a coma
after all this
I didn't even
want to get home
to see myself

I don't know how the wind can pierce like needles
and seeing your face was the hardest of all
Opening my mouth didn't come to mind

This tired evening
Has been an emotional sea of madness
one fucking drama of my days
And I just remember
you holding back the tears