The First Man

You're the first man
Who taught me how to walk
You're the first man
Who taught me how to talk

When I started to grow up
I slowly watched you go
That wall between us
Made me feel so worthless

It's so hard to impose my ceilings
When you don't know most of my feelings
(And I still forgive you)

You're the cut that always bleeds
'Cause you don't really know me
(But I will always forgive you)

I know I'm not what you wanted
And our past is haunted
I promise I really tried my best
To relieve that pain on my chest

In the deep end you're just a little boy
Who've lost someone in Helen of Troy
But I still love you
I will always love you

You lost your first man
The one who taught you how to walk
You lost your first man
The one who taught you how to talk

I'm sorry if I'm fucked up
Sorry, I just did my makeup
Oh I'm sorry I bruise easily
I've never felt good enough for me

But you're still my first man