In The Heart Of The Nebula

I've been drifting through the silence
Of a sky I used to know
Watching all my expectations
Fade like stardust in a glow

Every dream I once believed in
Feels so distant, out of view
Like a map I keep unfolding
But the stars don't point to you

And I'm learning that the universe
Never moves in simple lines
In the heart of the nebula
I'm spinning, coming undone

Lost between who I was
And who I'm trying to become
Colors crash like questions
I can't answer anymore

But maybe getting lost
Is what the journey's for
In the heart of the nebula
I'm searching for a form

All the futures I imagined
Turn to shadows when I chase
Every step becomes a spiral
In this strange, expanding space

And the person in the mirror
Feels like someone I outgrew
Like a world still in formation
Trying to spark something true

Maybe chaos is a language
Only growing hearts can speak
In the heart of the nebula
I'm spinning, coming undone

Lost between who I was
And who I'm trying to become
Colors crash like questions
I keep carrying alone

But maybe losing gravity
Will lead me somewhere whole
In the heart of the nebula
I'm learning to let go

If the stars were born from chaos
Maybe I am too
If the night can find its meaning
Maybe someday I'll find mine

Breaking through
In the heart of the nebula
I'm drifting, but I'm alive

And every swirling fragment
Is a promise I'll survive
I don't need to know the ending
To begin to understand

Even in the dark unknown
I'm forming who I am
In the heart of the nebula
I'm learning how to land