The Chaos Factor

Erratic error a misguided mind
A sickening pattern emerged deep inside
Numb awareness has taken place
Where's the logic, i see no trace
All of my visions were torn from me
All of my trust turned into disbelief
Your smiling face really makes me sick
If you don't fake it, then what's the trick

I don't know, what it is
I feel so low, what is this
Big black hole, inside me
No willpower, apathy

Nothing wrong with the picture you see
But on the inside i'm small and i'm weak
I have become my own enemy
Hurting myself just to feel

There's no answer when i question my mind
To restore some order inside
All confusion is making me blind
I search for some logic, but none is found

Chaos emerged inside me: distorting the will to be
Life looks depressively bleak: i'm part of the chaotic breed

There's no answer when i question my mind
To restore some order inside
All confusion is making me blind
I search for some logic, but none is found

Chaos emerged inside me: distorting the will to be
Life looks depressively bleak: i'm part of the chaotic breed
Chaos emerged inside me: distorting the will to be
Life looks depressively bleak: i'm part of the chaotic breed