A Different Kind of Self Love

Here I am sitting in my room
Waiting for someone to commiserate my doom
Watch out her comes the rain
Why is there always so much pain

All while we were breaking bread and drinking wine
Fine time to leave me
You picked a winner of a reason and the change of season
It went from winter to spring
Then I fell, well, I felt like I was falling, falling
But I picked myself up 'cause I heard my new love calling

All this on the day you left
For a minute my world disappeared
And everything I feared came out in the clear
I understood myself
I reached for my ego shelf
And I pulled down a different kind of self love

So around the bend and back again
I circled all the good parts and erase all the sin
Don't say things you should've said before
The keys to my heart you don't have those keys anymore

All this on the day you left
For a minute my world disappeared
And everything I feared came out in the clear
I understood myself
I reached for my ego shelf
And I pulled down a different kind of self love

Folding the earth over my chest
I call on no one to preach to me
See if you can reach me
Come try to teach me now
You won't get me

All this on the day you left
For a minute my world disappeared
And everything I feared came out in the clear
I understood myself
I reached for my ego shelf
And I pulled down a different kind of self love

But here I am
I am still sitting in my room
Ain't waiting for no one, just waiting for this flower to bloom
But it's too late I've lost love again
It wasn't meant to be
It's never meant to be
Maybe I'll see you someday