Poison

Here's a message to all
I'm sorry, I know that I've made a few mistakes but this is who I am
So don't expect me to change

Just get the fuck away

The bottle's resting tight against my lips
I hate to feel this way
I tried to bury this inside so get the fuck up off my case
So sick and tired of all the humans trying to force on me
Cause every time they hold me back
It's just one more so fucking leave

I tell myself have just one more
But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure!
Losing control is the thing that I made
Living each day with this is sickening
I can't escape I can't escape
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me

I'm at the bottom and there's nothing saving me
It took so long to be fucked up inside my own head
Oh the last thing that I need is your sympathy (I'm not your sheep)
So here's the problem, I've been drowning myself in this alcohol
And sure it's killin me, but I still don't feel anything
This room is spinning most days I cry for an unlit grave
They keep on telling me but now I chosen and walk this way
The bottle's calling out my name
But can't make myself go away

I tell myself have just one more
But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure!
Losing control is the thing that I made
Living each day with this is sickening
I can't escape I can't escape
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me

The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?
The faces are passing, are breaking through the seem
The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?
The faces are passing, are breaking through the seem

Losing control is the thing that I made
Living each day with this is sickening
I can't escape I can't escape
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me