Living Big

it's complicated i've been feeling it out.
no opponent, i'm contradicting myself
if it's sink or swim i'm going down
class A taste i'll test it out
i'm talking crazy like i'm way out of line
for the moment, involuntarily wasting time
it's like a devil in disguise

my eyes are heavy, the feelings only temporary
tired of watching the world in slow motion

why do i pretend i'm fine when this lifestyles gonna get me killed
if just for the love of the thrill
why can't i revise these lines of white
this lifestyles gonna get me killed
but i can't escape from myself

it's got my conscience, it's been eating away
and what's worse is i could lose everything.
take home lesson of the day:
the come down's worse that what they say.
numb to all anxiety as a smile slides across my face
there's no way out i can't escape
losing moments that i can't replace

my eyes are heavy, the feelings only temporary
tired of watching the world in slow motion

why do i pretend i'm fine when this lifestyles gonna get me killed
if just for the love of the thrill
why can't i revise these lines of white
this lifestyles gonna get me killed
but i can't escape from myself

i'm tearing through all the walls
i'm dying to say is anybody else,
that's blocking out the right from wrong
and i'm tearing through all the walls
i'm dying to say it's anybody else's fault that i'm over this room,
looking down on myself, asking why.

why do i pretend i'm fine when this lifestyles gonna get me killed
if just for the love of the thrill
why can't i revise these lines of white
this lifestyles gonna get me killed
but i can't escape from myself