waste my life

Half the time, I can't define
What I'm really doing here
I stay online and waste my life
Waiting till I disappear
You say it's like I want to die
So take my life just put me out
You grab the knife and stab it right into my chest but I don't even shout

I don't really know what to say no more
When you just kick me to the floor
I just wanted to be someone to adore
But I guess that's not what I am meant for
I'm so degenerate, just for the hell of it
You should probably check my mind
I'm in my head again
I've been without a friend
They just left me all behind

I wanna tear my eyes right out 'cause all I do right now is cry
I don't know where it all went wrong, I wish I could enjoy my life
I'm sick of it, I won't admit, I'm tired of writing songs about you
Cut and slit up my wrists, so I don't have to think about you

So tear me apart, turn me inside out
Rip into my heart and burn away a frown
Every time I take part, they try to put me in the ground
What's the point of the art if my body's never found?
I'm getting real tired of all this shit
I'ma rot away inside a ditch
If you find me you better knock my lights out flip the switch
So exciting, can't wait to fade away in the abyss

Half the time, I can't define
What I'm really doing here
I stay online and waste my life
Waiting till I disappear
You say it's like I want to die
So take my life just put me out
You grab the knife and stab it right into my chest but I don't even shout

I don't even shout
Just put me out