I can't think

Look

I tried counting my blessings
Got bored on round two
One was me
Other one must not be you
So if life's what you make it, mine's probably crude
God gave me free will, what a horrible move
Walk in ruin dinner, then complain about the service
Kick dirt on the flowers, tell the florist they're worthless
You call me disturbing, I'm barely rehearsing
I put the fun in dysfunctional
Fuck
Uhh

Life is unnecessarily difficult
But I am clinically cynical
But that is just my pinnacle
Minimal sympathy, maximum ridicule
Just laugh when it gets too miserable
You preach peace, bitch, I am listening to music
Cheap little slogan with a dead guy glued to it
Things get better, then bitch, prove it
Put God on the stand, let me cross-examine Judas
I don't want closure, I need everyone gone
Turn up the radio and listen to that pop song
Get your white bitches to sing along
I'll think about it as a world gone wrong

When my world fades away
Will anyone remember my name?
So the world won't hate me
So I won't hate me
When my world fades away
Will anyone remember my name?
So the world won't hate me
So I won't hate me

Bury the hatchet, just grip the handle
Walk into church just to blow out the candles
Life is a bitch, I'm a fucking vandal
Couldn't save shit with three Dio's and a Risk of Rain Commando
See
Nothing survives when I touch it
Midas in reverse, turn gold into rubbish
You built something beautiful
Cool, lemme judge it
Then make something worse and insist that it's stunning
I need help but I don't need permission

Bury the hatchet, just grip the handle
Walk into church just to blow out the candles
Life is a bitch, I'm a fucking vandal
Couldn't save shit with three Dio's and a Risk of Rain Commando
See
Nothing survives when I touch it
Midas in reverse, turn gold into rubbish
You built something beautiful
Cool, lemme judge it
Then make something worse and insist that it's stunning
I need help but I don't need permission
Ego walks in the room like it owns the commission
I could lose every argument, facts and position
Still leave thinking: Damn, they just couldn't listen

When my world fades away
Will anyone remember my name?
So the world won't hate me
So I won't hate me
When my world fades awayWill anyone remember my name?
So the world won't hate me
So I won't hate me

Fuck prophets, gurus, kings, influencers
Fuck motivational cunts with twelve-step newsletters
I walk in, atmosphere immediately changes
Like somebody brought anthrax into entertainment
Socially afraid, approach at your peril
Whole personality, hazardous material
I don't need enemies, I am one organically
Speak with such casual, needless profanity

Fuck prophets, gurus, kings, influencers
Fuck motivational cunts with twelve-step newsletters
I walk in, atmosphere immediately changes
Like somebody brought anthrax into entertainment
Socially afraid, approach at your peril
Whole personality, hazardous material
I don't need enemies, I am one organically
Speak with such casual, needless profanity

Somebody loves me
Question their sanity
Somebody hates me
Finally, rationality
Consequence, confidence, common incompetence
All of it bundled in one little monument
Built to myself, then I vandalized all of it
Spray-painted fuck you, and I'm lovin' it
I wish I was dead
I'll choke on my sin
Just a little fucked in the head
I wish I didn't care at all

When my world fades away
Will anyone remember my name?
So the world won't hate me
So I won't hate me
When my world fades away
Will anyone remember my name?
So the world won't hate me
So I won't hate me