Stoned

I wasn't looking for a hideaway
I need the heat of a thousand bodies
Crowds will devour, I don't need breathing space
Consumed by hopelessness and all my worries

Save me, colours erase, nothing will fill up the space
I'm drowning under the waves and so out of place
I'm feeling a way, maybe this life was a waste
Should I just throw it away?

All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancing alone
Fuelled by heartbreak mixed with the chemicals
They are sleeping, and I am stoned

All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancing alone
Am I breathing into my detriment?
I'll keep bleeding and I'll be stoned

I don't want to have to cry again
Or say to them: Goodbye, and I'm so sorry
This pain crescendos right until the end
Keep telling myself that it's them and not me

Save me, colours erase, nothing will fill up the space
Drowning under the waves and so out of place
I'm feeling a way, maybe this life was a waste
Should I just throw it away?

All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancing alone
Fuelled by heartbreak mixed with the chemicals
They are sleeping, and I am stoned

All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancing alone
Am I breathing into my detriment?
I'll keep bleeding and I'll be stoned

All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancing alone
Fuelled by heartbreak mixed with the chemicals
They are sleeping, and I am stoned

All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancing alone
Am I breathing into my detriment?
I'll keep bleeding and I'll be stoned