30mg Dreams

I wake up with the Sun judging me
Inbox glowing like an altar scene
A thousand names calling my name
Neon, smoke, and no sleep

Spreadsheet open, it's a portal
Ten tabs like an invocation

Venvanse in my veins
Spell running through me
I'm lightning on a loop
Or just distracted, baby?

Your message turned into a ghost
Haunting every notification
Swore that I would text you back
But lost time in my own hands

Spreadsheet open, it's a portal
Ten tabs like an invocation

Venvanse in my veins
Spell running through me
I'm lightning on a loop
Or just distracted, baby?

Is it me or chemistry?
Or trauma dressed differently?

Venvanse in my veins
Spell running through me
I'm lightning on a loop
Or just distracted, baby?