Bedroom Track (Carrie)

It is not about strength in numbers or size
It has nothing to do with volume
It is all about surprise
It is knowing you are going to be underestimated by the world
And punishing them for those very thoughts

I play for me
I play for all the people who I've tried to be
And all the selves I killed when I was just thirteen
And I prayed in bed at night, oh

She's out there somewhere
I know she's out there somewhere
And I'll find her if it kills me

I know she's out there somewhere
I know she's out there somewhere
I know she's out there somewhere

And I'll find her if it kills me
I know she's out there somewhere
And it just might
Kill me

Isn't it funny how
Our bodies come to life just to destroy themselves
And even faster once they do employ themselves
And they lay in bed at night
Thinking wistfully about the stars that used to fill their eyes

It's the shame of a secret dream
I thought wanting things was so obscene
A paralyzing intimacy
With the ghosts all felt, but never seen, oh

She's out there somewhere
I know she's out there somewhere
She's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere
I know she's out there somewhere
I know she's out there somewhere

And I'll find her if it kills me

I know she's out there somewhere
I know she's out there somewhere
I know she's out there somewhere

And I'll find her if it kills me
I know she's out there somewhere

And it just might
Kill me, kill me
And it just might
Kill me, kill me

Kill me