Despair

Living and dying under the same sun
Dreaming and wishing upon the same star
Fighting for survival has just began
Nothing more now seems to me bizarre

For I've seen it all, I've heard my soul
The fear is mountain tall just waiting for death to call

Don't let me believe in others again
The end's the same, I can feel it now and then
There's no point in trying to understand It's all a wheel...
Eternally rolling by the same hand...

I nearly don't, don't believe in me
What's the reason if, if I can't break free?
I once thought I 'm the son of sun
But when I see my face I do only run...

But I'll get over it, I'll soon get over it
I lay dead to know if I was in your breath
I 'm waiting 'cause my life is dead

But I'll get over it, I'll soon get over it
I lay down to know in a narrow bed
I'll whisper the words, that mustn't be said

Look at me now
I 'm pathetic, aren't I?
The cat is licking my wounds
And in wastelands I shall lie...