Stop Me Now... I'm Not Ready

If I keep holding back I'm gonna lose this all
Oh no
How could we be part of the cure?
I'm not soft spoken about how I live
And I am everything that you never wanted and could never touch with your hands and I am losing
I have lost.

My one vice is that I always say that I'm ready but I meant it twice
My one vice is that the cure for me seems it's coming few and far between me and my…

Self centered, severely egocentric point of view
I've grown accustomed to these words "I am not who I am"

Stop me if I do not stand a chance
Stop me if you do not think this is for me and I said