A Future Like Ours

I've never had something that I would call a future.
Forever is just a concept that's never worth thinking.

I want something more than this one,
I'll take my time this time
just to try to find me somewhere my blood runs cold each day.
I find nothing.

Life can't get me out of its teeth,
it tried to chew me up and spit me out.
But to me it's tongue in cheek that I will die without doubt,
kicking and screaming, asking life for simple ways out.

I've always done nothing
And thought I would just make it
Forever is just a concept
That's never worth thinking