My Story

だれかおしえてこのこいのおわらせかたをdareka oshiete kono koi no owarase kata o
ばかみたいあたしだけあなたをいかけつづけてさbaka mitai atashi dake anata oikake tsudzukete sa
かえがきくのならせめてなにかのこしてよkaega kiku no nara semete nanika nokoshite yo
おいてかないでよまだおもいでにしないでよoite kanaide yo mada omoide ni shinai de yo
いくらつくしてもあたしのものにはならないikura tsukushitemo atashi no mono ni wa naranai

またひとりつぶやくmata hitori tsubuyaku
でもどうしてもすきなのdemo doushitemo suki nano
ないたらまけじゃないでしょnaitara make ja nai desho
つよくなれないのいまもtsuyoku narenai no I'ma mo
の、I don't think I'll be fineno, I don't think I'll be fine
don't think I'll be finedon't think I'll be fine
でもほんとうはdemo hontou wa
I don't want to knowI don't want to know

ほんきじゃないとわかってるつもりでいたのhonki ja nai to wakatteru tsumori de ita no
だけどふれればふれるほどこいしていたのdakedo furerereba fureru hodo koishite ita no
あたまでわかってもこころがおいつかないのatama de wakattemo kokoro ga oitsukanai no
たしかめたいけどもういたいのはいやなのtashikametai kedo mou itai no wa iya nano
あのこみたいにどうしてもかわいくはなれないano ko mitai ni doushitemo kawaiku wa narenai

またひとりつぶやくmata hitori tsubuyaku
でもあいされてみたいのdemo aisarete mitai no
きっとかなうことないけどkitto kanau koto nai kedo
さよならいえないのいまもsayonara ienai no I'ma mo
No, I don't think I'll be fineNo, I don't think I'll be fine
Don't think I'll be fineDon't think I'll be fine
でもほんとうはdemo hontou wa
I don't want to knowI don't want to know
If I keep reading my storyIf I keep reading my story
Would it have the ending that I want?Would it have the ending that I want?
Maybe my story isn't finished quite yetMaybe my story isn't finished quite yet
ごぜん2じのふりむかないせなかみつめてgozen 2-ji no furimukanai senaka mitsumete

またひとりつぶやくmata hitori tsubuyaku
こんなじぶんはいやなのkonna jibun wa iya nano
たったひとつもないでしょtatta hitotsu mo nai desho
おもいどおりのこいなんてomoi-doori no koi nante
No, I don't think I'll be fineNo, I don't think I'll be fine
Don't think I'll be fineDon't think I'll be fine
でもほんとうはdemo hontou wa
I don't want to knowI don't want to know