i hate u so much

I hate you so much, I think I'm gonna try to fucking die
She said I should kill myself, but I think that she lost her mind
I am just a loser 'cause I never try to fucking cry
I keep my shit to myself, I say I'm okay, but I lied

Kill yourself, I hate you, I think I'm gon' lose my fucking mind
She said that she miss me, but I know that it's a fucking lie
They say I'm so sad, but they don't know that I would fucking cry
I don't know what to do, I'm so sad, maybe I just go die