Inside

I'm going inside
Shutting the blinds on my mind
Taking a rest from this restless life
I said I'm going inside
Cuz things got good
And I got real sad
And you came through
And I got real mad
And I am not the strong one
It's changing everything
Is fucking exhausting
And I can't wait to take a drink
From the waterfall of my memories
As soon as I can get home and get some sleep
When you're overboard
When you're really really sick of keeping score
Yeah when it all comes down to the question
What the hell are you doing this for?
That's when my brain freezes
Pull back forward movie-camera movement
And everybody around here keeps asking me how old I am
And what I look like on the outside
I said I'm going inside
Yeah changing everything is fucking exhausting
And I can't wait to take a drink
From the waterfall of our memories
As soon as I can get home
As soon as I can get home
As soon as I can get home
And get some sleep