August Is Home

So alone that it just makes sense
Finding out now what love truly is
I buried the weight but the debt still exists
And the interest rates are closing in
Scream what you want but settle for-get
You lay in your bed not getting rest
Bury the weight but the debt still exists
The interesting ways we learn to forgive

Whoa?
This isn't what I thought it would be
Woe!
Why can't we just want the same things?
If it's what you always wanted
And it's what you always need
I'm the ghost that still is haunting everything

Twenty five, back bedroom floor, 6086 Morongo Road
And you always thought you were meant for more
You always thought you were meant for
But you never knew what home is
You never that home is people that you care about
Fuck the place that you grew up in

Whoa?
This isn't what I thought it would be
Woe!
Why can't we just want the same things?
If it's what you always wanted
And it's what you always need
I'm the ghost that still is haunting everything

I've got a twin mattress coffin that we made into a home
Cheap candles, champagne, and your drag queen shows
I can't give you much more than a promise my word
My sick obsessions and to always fetish your worth
I've got a twin mattress coffin that we made into a home
Cheap candles, champagne, and your drag queen shows
Your captivated captain, sits captive on your seas
Set my sails to your waves and cut the anchor free

Whoa?
This isn't what I thought it would be
Oh no
Why can't we just want the same things?
If it's what you always wanted
And it's what you always need
I'm the ghost that still is haunting everything