The Grass Isn't Greener

I look so gray
I've spiraled south, somehow
You're far away
I mope around our house
It's all breaking down

I see your face when I sleep at night
Your clothes are on the ground
Your scent is all around
I see your face when I sleep
Your clothes are on the ground
Your scent is all around

You'd always say
Hey, will you come home now? I'm proud
Why can't you stay? I disavowed
I'm not that face you see around
I'm just a voice without a sound

I see your face when I sleep at night
Your clothes are on the ground
Your scent is all around
I see your face when I sleep
Your clothes are on the ground
Your scent is all around

And I see how you felt now
I'm not the face you see around
When I'm the thing that brings you down
And I see how you felt down
I'm just the voice without a sound
When home's the place that brings you down