If I Die Now

If I die now all I want from you is to remember
Who I am and who I've always been
If I die now I apologize to you forever
For all the bad things I have done troughout the years
If I die now what is the point of all my memories
It won't be long until they're gone you'll see
If I die now I am so glad that I have met you
All my friends tha I've had til the end
The long and cold end comes close
As time you won't ever go slow
If I die now it is not like I have planned it
It was just to much for me to handle right now
If I die now I regret everything I could not do
There is so much left for me to wonder about
The long and cold end comes close
As time you won't ever go slow