Artist Syndrome

I don't know why you want to break me so badly
Because I'm the one who was thinking all this time
I don't need you to tell me I'm a mistake
I can do it myself

Please take a look
Take a look to what I made
It's so bad it's so bad
Why even try?
And when my tears on the paper ruin my work
It's so sad I'm so sad
But I'll try again

It's a curse? I don't know
But everything I do is so wrong
Can't find my eraser
On the mess of my desk

I pretend to be confident
But in reality I am apprenhensive
I want to be cool and I try my best
But it's bad anyway

Please take a look
Take a look to what I made
It's so bad it's so bad
Why even try?
And when my tears on the paper ruin my work
It's so sad I'm so sad
But I'll try again